Okay now I want you. And now I’m enduring infatuation.

well I guess I told him that I liked him today. And I guess it just came out. 

All he could say was “Yeah, whatever…” 

As if he didn’t believe. You’re gonna be much more work than I thought. 

for the first time in my life, my head and my heart are telling me to tell him. 

last night was class. I had way too many shots and after playing “Never Have I Ever” everyone’s est that I was the biggest slag there. 

there’s a part of me that thinks “fucking man up and tell him how you can’t stop thinking about him” and another part keeps telling me “he doesn’t deserve you. he’s too good for you”

bucketeyes:

nothing quite as depressing as putting your hand into the bag of whatever your eating, feeling around, and there being nothing left

Caledonian’s open day was truly delightful. Everyone was so nice and I didn’t feel as intimidated as I did the day before in Strathclyde. I didn’t want my lecture to end and I was so happy to be informed about my Business course. After our lectures we went for a McDonald’s. It was lovely seeing people from my year there. After a quick hi and bye I had my second big mac of the week. (I really need to start exercising or I’m going to end up with severe cellulite) We then went shopping for the same party we had on Friday. I bought an LBD which I absolutely love. Then we went home and now I’m sitting here. All round good day. 

I like you too much to let you like me. I really hope you get the person you deserve. I only wish it was me. ugh. 

it’s hard for you to not care because you hurt me and I used that hate to get over you. however, I did nothing, nothing at all. so you have nothing to forget me by.